Neptune & Confusion

Neptune should be in the see 

and not here on the hard road.

Neptune is good for making up beautiful fantasies and for “being in another space” so it is good for meditation, music and poetry, but not for being clear about it on the normal intellectual road.

Mars is the spark that initiates anything that it comes into contact with.

Square is an aspect (90 degrees between two planets) that can be called “hard” as it can create (or show) that there are two energies, that are not so compatible with each other so they can clash or one gets activated in the “wrong way” by the other, or stopped or gets into trouble.

What happened when they came together?

I quickly looked at some pictures that NW had put out on Facebook. It was some horror pictures (from movies) and he had written “Do not look att these pictures if you do not have a strong stomach.”
I was too quick, so I did not see that there were more pictures ( if there were….I looked for something to click on but I didn't find it).
Anyway, a thought came to my mind and I wrote a quick comment about horror pictures (= in general) saying that it is not good to fill your mind with such pictures, because they can “come up later” and cause trouble, especially if you get kundalini arousal.”

NW wrote back: 

I did not quite understand what you were saying, but I am curious so could you say a little more.

I responded: Oh.... isn't it obvious??? Exactly WHY is it not obvious? I can answer, but I will have to understand why it is not obvious.

 But Viveca, I cannot understand what you are trying to say?

Now I remembered that Mars could be close to a square with my Neptune. So I thought that there was probably something that had to do with that. There was something we had missed, but what?
I thought that everybody must understand that it is not good to fill the brain with horror movies. How come that he did not understand that? It could not be true.

OK  And I cannot understand why it is not obvious. So I do not know what to explain.
Hmmmm....problem....but I want to answer.
Can you give a hint? If I just understand where the knot is... I was just trying to say what I said.
Right now Mars is in a square to my Neptune, which means that misunderstandings easily can arise.

Ok...What I could not follow well is not that what you have stored in your subconscious mind that can affect your thinking...I could not understand your point about kundalini energy involved...

I deleted that post...because I was not sure that others seeing it, not living in America as a person of color, could be so frightened by a cartoon that imitated the devilish behavior of European Americans.

I could not, and still do not, understand how what you wrote was connected to some of the real fear of persecuted people across the Americas.
I will travel there in a few days...and many are very upset by police policy to shoot African people on the streets there...it is almost a will wild west atmosphere.

 Aha...then I understand. At the moment I am on a telephone with the Internet Company because of another misunderstanding that I do not understand.
Write to you later.

ok...hugs Vive!

Police in the streets ? Cartoons? I did not know what he was talking about!

When he started to write I had just opened a letter from Telia (the Internet Company), which said that they were going to cut off my Internet connection on November 24, because of a bill that I had not payed.

So now I was not only writing to NW about something that I did not understand what it was about, but I also had the same thing with Telia.

She said that it was about a bill, which I knew that I had already talked with them about.

I have an automatic transfer of money to them and when they had made the installations of fiber net in this house I had called them and I had changed my subscription to fiber from wireless. But they did not tell me that some figures with the bank also had to be changed.
I had then got a letter that said that something was not paid and I had called them and the guy had said that he should “take it away as it was a mistake”. OK! Then I had not thought more about that.

Now I got a new letter about the same bill (a very small amount of money), which had never been canceled as the guy had said it would be.
The letter said that my Internet would be cut off in a month, on November 24, but now the lady said that it was already cut off. 
I said: No, I am not! I am using it at the moment!

She said that according to her computer I was already cut off.

Now she canceled this little sum, that had been produced by the changing of the subscriptions (which they had in the beginning not even told me when I talked with them.)

When I had fixed the problem with Telia I told NW that I didn´t know anything about the situation he had talked about.

Fantastic how two big misunderstandings can sail up exactly at the same time from “almost nothing”. Now I got curious!

As these two misunderstandings were on the stage simultaneously I wanted to check the precise place of Mars. So I made a chart for the minute that could be right (I was guessing, of course, because it could have been 20 minutes earlier or later).

And what? 

Yes!
Mars was only 4 minutes of arc from being in the exact square to my Neptune. 
The circle is divided in 360 degrees and each degree is divided in 60 minutes of arc.

When Neptune had passed the critical point Telia had deleted the bill and NW had deleted his fb-post.